jolene: hope you're getting well with your studies in nyp. i'm not sure you've started school or not. anyway. take care :)
I might be paranoid. I might be pms-ing. I might be emotional. I might be down this time. I might be growing up. I really don't know. I'm having maths lecture now & my mind's going somewhere else. I don't know where my mind's going to. Somehow, I thought I should have wasted another year & retake Olevels, then I can get into the desired course I want. This isn't the course I want. Though this course serves a good future for me, I still have no interest in it. Now, I'm going to school for the sake of going school ): It might seem pointless ranting now, but I still want to. I dislike engineering course. I chosed it because I have no choice. If I waste another year, I might get into the course I want right? Oh my coconuts lar (:
Many thought polytechnic life is better. I still think that polytechnic life isn't really good. It's true there aren't restrictions to whatever you do. You could talk on phone in class, msn in class, wear pretty clothes to school, sleep during lessons, skip lessons as & when you like. Nevertheless, if I were given a choice, I would still choose JC over polytechnic. JC is a much more better school than polytechnic. I love wearing uniforms to school, having to wake up so early & board the bus to school. It's nice having periods of lessons & recess time. It's fun to know when is lesson time & when is PE time. Perhaps I'm not fated to study in JC. Everything has now become a reality. I could only stick to my current life. My hope, currently, is to pass all my modules & get to year 2, then year 3 & graduate from this school (: All the best to Jinghong for your Olevel. Hope you score good grades & make a wiser choice in your tertiary level next year!
I think I'm emotional. Hahaas! :)